Shout To Me
No Harsh words allowed here.
that's it. fullstop.
Saturday, 9 January 2010 | 18:32:00 | 0 comment(s)
i think think and think. a lot.
and i have to make decision hurry.
after meeting komander las nite.
i made a decision.
yes, i'm not sepenuhnya mencintai komander sispa.
but but once i'd been accepted to be bakal komander.
i cant look back.
so, after been pick to be bendahari utk projek latihan medan, i cant run.
i have my own responsibilty towards komander, and jpam.
no matter wat, i have to stay. even i feel i dont want too. sumtimes.
and i think i'll be alone after this.
my keinginan utk stay outside, free.
stay with my bes fren tak kesampaian.
sorry for upsetting u girl.
but i hope that, even we are apart. please dont forget me.
we meet at class, but i feel different.
we are hardly talk to each other.
no kemesraan macam dulu.
u said that, i always look sad.
i'm not. but maybe she's right.
i cant deny my feeling when we are apart.
hubungan kitorang seems renggang.
and i hate it bile fikirkan balik.